Ronda Rousey: I Thought About Killing Myself After Holm Loss

An emotional Ronda Rousey broke down in tears and told Ellen DeGeneres she was so crushed after her loss to Holly Holm back in November, she thought about taking her own life.

"Honestly, my thought I was like, in the medical room and I was down in the corner. I was sitting in the corner like, What am I anymore if I’m not this? And I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second."

"I’m like I’m nothing ... what do I do anymore and no one gives a sh*t about me anymore without this."

So, how did she pull herself out of that dark place?

"To be honest I looked up and I saw my man [UFC fighter Travis Browne] was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, I need to have his babies I need to stay alive. Really that was it."

The entire interview airs today on "Ellen."